it has come to this... finally..

first time i'm 'actually' stressed over an exam
psychiatry
owh how i hate thee...
so far, so vague, so not 'me' beyond my comprehension

but i WILL march on..
march march march

oo... i just realized that marching and the month of march have the same spelling.. lol
coz in march i'll be in MALAYSIA!!! YAY...

soldier on...

another reason why i can't do psych..
i'm a social retard with extremely low inhibition
call me histrionic, call me antisocial
i couldn't care less..

history taking and consult sessions,
schizo patients
the moment he/she share the hallucinations:
1. look down at note - trying to surpress laughter
2. scribble nonsense - surpression not working
3. take tissue paper, pretend to have snot or something - threhold breeched
4. burst in catatonic laughter
5. red-faced, asked for forgiveness, go toilet
6. com back and the whole cycle repeats..

then when i see depressed patients
tried my bst to put on a smile and a caring face
up to a point my smile cramped
the rest of the day, end up as depressed as the patients

manic and bipolar patients are the only saving grace
coz i think i can relate.. lol

too emotionally invoved and retarded
can't wait to say goodbye to psych..

fingers crossed for the exam!!!

marching on...

circumstancial thought form..