it has come to this... finally..

first time i'm 'actually' stressed over an exam
psychiatry
owh how i hate thee...
so far, so vague, so not 'me' beyond my comprehension

but i WILL march on..
march march march

oo... i just realized that marching and the month of march have the same spelling.. lol
coz in march i'll be in MALAYSIA!!! YAY...

soldier on...

another reason why i can't do psych..
i'm a social retard with extremely low inhibition
call me histrionic, call me antisocial
i couldn't care less..

history taking and consult sessions,
schizo patients
the moment he/she share the hallucinations:
1. look down at note - trying to surpress laughter
2. scribble nonsense - surpression not working
3. take tissue paper, pretend to have snot or something - threhold breeched
4. burst in catatonic laughter
5. red-faced, asked for forgiveness, go toilet
6. com back and the whole cycle repeats..

then when i see depressed patients
tried my bst to put on a smile and a caring face
up to a point my smile cramped
the rest of the day, end up as depressed as the patients

manic and bipolar patients are the only saving grace
coz i think i can relate.. lol

too emotionally invoved and retarded
can't wait to say goodbye to psych..

fingers crossed for the exam!!!

marching on...

circumstancial thought form..

damage report..

after almost 2 weeks on the road here are the casualties:

1. gained 3kgs.. time to iron out the fat!!! roar!!!
2. lost my olympus charger
3. money~~~
4. bruises and a few rashes on the upper limbs (courtesy of jem's nail, ben's carpet burn, and some mild reaction to blackpool's duvet hahahah)
5. 1 less towel (dundee;p - present for siaw to remember me by lol)
6. loads of work piling up...

but all in all.. it's all worth it..

meeting old fren is like spring cleaning.. tiring yes, but u'll definately stumbles across few surprises that bear memories which may warm ur heart out..

~

how time has changed and keeps on changing
so must I
the bearer of tomorrow